Maybe you have felt this? That nagging stab in you heart that something isn't finished. That God wrenching pull that draws you to your knees,begging for another go round. Painful as it may be you want it! Bring it you scream, longing for the anticipated day to quench this unquenchable desire to be used by this all powerful sovern God whom holds every fragment of life in His being? Oh, how the bitterness of my sin and past try's to remind me that I am not worthy of His grace. How badly do you want to be used by the Lord? Is it so bad that you lay awake at night like me? How desperate are you to help the hurting in this world? As I am writing I feel that undeniable burning in the back of my nose of tears approaching yet I don't want to stop them... Ive had enough Lord.. I'm ready for you. I honesty can not stand another heart breaking moment when another teen walks away from me and me say nothing..
This may not be exactly you but have you felt this way before? Share.
Until the whole world hears,
-JD
